The Inner Room

Gifts of Healing: 1 Corinthians 12

Have you ever thought when faced with some sickness or physical problem, “If only Jesus was here on earth and healing still; I’d just go to him and touch him and be made well!”

I certainly have.

But I had a realization recently: Jesus himself, the head, is not physically with us here on earth, but his body, the church is. His Spirit, who empowers miracles, is. The Spirit of Jesus is present in the body of Jesus, the church, giving gifts to people as he wills, including the gift of healing, for the common good and to maintain the Body united.

Don't drift away

Recently I’ve been reading the book of Hebrews. It’s an immense and encouraging blessing.

Hebrews is written to people who are feeling discouraged in their newfound faith, and are tempted to leave Jesus and return to Judaism in order to avoid persecution. The writer of Hebrews encourages them to persevere, have faith, and not give up, because Jesus and this salvation they have received are so much better than the law and the old priestly system.

This isn’t the space for a detailed commentary on Hebrews. But one verse in particular really struck me:

Arrogantly demanding proof for God vs humbly seeking him

Recently I found myself in a very interesting conversation with a former Jehovah's Witness. He had left the church after a period of doubting and questioning, which resulted in his family and all his former friends shunning him. He had had to begin an entirely new life, and had swung to the opposite end of the pendulum faith-wise. Feeling betrayed by having given unquestioning faith to the organization that let him down, he had become extremely cynical and skeptical, trusting only in science.

Faith vs. control

I so easily fall into the trap of thinking that I can somehow manipulate God and force situations to turn out the way I want them to by doing the right thing. I am often under the illusion that if I fast enough, pray intensely enough or use the right words, come to the right point of surrender, or obey fully enough, then God will grant me what I want. The outcome will be good, and by good, I mean the way I want it to be.

I am exactly like the Israelites

I was reading Exodus 17:1-7 today. In it the Israelites are grumbling and complaining because they have no water. They quarrel with Moses and accuse him of bringing them into the wilderness to die. So Moses talks to God and God does a miracle by having Moses hit a stone with his staff and water came out of it. It says that the Israelites tested God by saying, “Is the Lord among us or not?”

I am guilty of doing the exact same thing they are.